I cant help but look back. I've been told to get myself into a new routine in order to stop all of this...reminiscing. Although a lot of times it can be a great thing, most of the time for me, it's a terrible thing. I never look back at good memories, all I seem to want to do is look back at the bad ones and ask myself: why?
I replay situations in my head and change the outcome, or I daydream about how to make myself look better. How I'm coming along well....when in fact, all that really seems to show is that I can't move on.
Change my routine they say. So that I will do, and hopefully it will be a success.